you really a bitch if you let the microwave hit zeros while your family is asleep you disrespectful bitch
why are parents allowed to yell and scream at their children and call them names and just make them feel like shit in general…
but when kids try to defend themselves…. its disrespectful?
what kind of fucking shit parents do you have
is this a new thing to you
why? just why?… why can’t we be together? why can’t you just forget every thing everyone else is saying and just go with what you feel? you think I’m telling the whole world our relationship, but honestly I’m not. if expressing my feelings and trying to find a way to deal with this is telling the world our relationship?.. then I guess I’m sorry. but it’s not. all I’m doing is expressing the way I feel and having an outlet from this pain.. instead of doing something stupid. but I’m sorry if you feel that way… I just want to know.. why? why now? you weren’t saying this a few days ago.. you were all up to fight for us and to do anything you can for our relationship just like I am.. but I guess you just stopped. I guess you couldn’t take it anymore. I don’t know.. I don’t know what you were thinking. I couldn’t reply to you.. I just couldn’t. reading what you sent me just made me feel.. hopeless. I feel like we’ll never be together again.. ever. but I want to be. I want you. I want all of you. I just.. I just.. I just love you. I’m in love with you… ugh. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m trying to be happy and be on my own.. but honestly.. it hurts. but I told you before.. I still and will always love you. I’m still in love with you.. and no matter how long this takes, no matter what pain I have to go through, no matter how many times I have to pretend I’m happy when I’m not.. I will always be here for you. I will always wait for you. I will be here.. for as long as I have to be.. for as long as you have my heart.
I still love you
no I don’t.
I’m so confused. why did this happen.
I want you to be happy. if this is what it takes then I’m okay with it. be happy. for me. please.
don’t you ever give up.
I kind of hate you for leaving me.
but I still love you.
I won’t look at you in person but I talk to you in my head
you’re a better listener this way.
maybe if I wasn’t so fucked up this wouldn’t have happened
no. it’s not my fault.
but it kind of is.
I hate this
I don’t know who I am without you.
why can’t things be like they were before
please come back to me. I need you. you need me.
we are so goddamn bad for each other it’s beautiful. I’m addicted to our heartbreak.
I went through our old messages. I cried because you promised to always be there. you lied.
you smiled at me in the hall today. i thought my chest was being ripped open
I’m glad you’re smiling though.